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A Game of Thrones Chapter Fiftyone
Jeyne Poole had been confined with her, but Jeyne was useless. Her face was puffy from all her crying, and she could not seem to stop sobbing about her father. ââ¬Å"Iââ¬â¢m certain your father is well,â⬠Sansa told her when she had finally gotten the dress buttoned right. ââ¬Å"Iââ¬â¢ll ask the queen to let you see him.â⬠She thought that kindness might lift Jeyneââ¬â¢s spirits, but the other girl just looked at her with red, swollen eyes and began to cry all the harder. She was such a child. Sansa had wept too, the first day. Even within the stout walls of Maegorââ¬â¢s Holdfast, with her door closed and barred, it was hard not to be terrified when the killing began. She had grown up to the sound of steel in the yard, and scarcely a day of her life had passed without hearing the clash of sword on sword, yet somehow knowing that the fighting was real made all the difference in the world. She heard it as she had never heard it before, and there were other sounds as well, grunts of pain, angry curses, shouts for help, and the moans of wounded and dying men. In the songs, the knights never screamed nor begged for mercy. So she wept, pleading through her door for them to tell her what was happening, calling for her father, for Septa Mordane, for the king, for her gallant prince. If the men guarding her heard her pleas, they gave no answer. The only time the door opened was late that night, when they thrust Jeyne Poole inside, bruised and shaking. ââ¬Å"Theyââ¬â¢re killing everyone,â⬠the stewardââ¬â¢s daughter had shrieked at her. She went on and on. The Hound had broken down her door with a warhammer, she said. There were bodies on the stair of the Tower of the Hand, and the steps were slick with blood. Sansa dried her own tears as she struggled to comfort her friend. They went to sleep in the same bed, cradled in each otherââ¬â¢s arms like sisters. The second day was even worse. The room where Sansa had been confined was at the top of the highest tower of Maegorââ¬â¢s Holdfast. From its window, she could see that the heavy iron portcullis in the gatehouse was down, and the drawbridge drawn up over the deep dry moat that separated the keep-within-a-keep from the larger castle that surrounded it. Lannister guardsmen prowled the walls with spears and crossbows to hand. The fighting was over, and the silence of the grave had settled over the Red Keep. The only sounds were Jeyne Pooleââ¬â¢s endless whimpers and sobs. They were fedââ¬âhard cheese and fresh-baked bread and milk to break their fast, roast chicken and greens at midday, and a late supper of beef and barley stewââ¬âbut the servants who brought the meals would not answer Sansaââ¬â¢s questions. That evening, some women brought her clothes from the Tower of the Hand, and some of Jeyneââ¬â¢s things as well, but they seemed nearly as frightened as Jeyne, and when she tried to talk to them, they fled from her as if she had the grey plague. The guards outside the door still refused to let them leave the room. ââ¬Å"Please, I need to speak to the queen again,â⬠Sansa told them, as she told everyone she saw that day. ââ¬Å"Sheââ¬â¢ll want to talk to me, I know she will. Tell her I want to see her, please. If not the queen, then Prince Joffrey, if youââ¬â¢d be so kind. Weââ¬â¢re to marry when weââ¬â¢re older.â⬠At sunset on the second day, a great bell began to ring. Its voice was deep and sonorous, and the long slow clanging filled Sansa with a sense of dread. The ringing went on and on, and after a while they heard other bells answering from the Great Sept of Baelor on Visenyaââ¬â¢s Hill. The sound rumbled across the city like thunder, warning of the storm to come. ââ¬Å"What is it?â⬠Jeyne asked, covering her ears. ââ¬Å"Why are they ringing the bells?â⬠ââ¬Å"The king is dead.â⬠Sansa could not say how she knew it, yet she did. The slow, endless clanging filled their room, as mournful as a dirge. Had some enemy stormed the castle and murdered King Robert? Was that the meaning of the fighting they had heard? She went to sleep wondering, restless, and fearful. Was her beautiful Joffrey the king now? Or had they killed him too? She was afraid for him, and for her father. If only they would tell her what was happening . . . That night Sansa dreamt of Joffrey on the throne, with herself seated beside him in a gown of woven gold. She had a crown on her head, and everyone she had ever known came before her, to bend the knee and say their courtesies. The next morning, the morning of the third day, Ser Boros Blount of the Kingsguard came to escort her to the queen. Ser Boros was an ugly man with a broad chest and short, bandy legs. His nose was flat, his cheeks baggy with jowls, his hair grey and brittle. Today he wore white velvet, and his snowy cloak was fastened with a lion brooch. The beast had the soft sheen of gold, and his eyes were tiny rubies. ââ¬Å"You look very handsome and splendid this morning, Ser Boros,â⬠Sansa told him. A lady remembered her courtesies, and she was resolved to be a lady no matter what. ââ¬Å"And you, my lady,â⬠Ser Boros said in a flat voice. ââ¬Å"Her Grace awaits. Come with me.â⬠There were guards outside her door, Lannister men-at-arms in crimson cloaks and lion-crested helms. Sansa made herself smile at them pleasantly and bid them a good morning as she passed. It was the first time she had been allowed outside the chamber since Ser Arys Oakheart had led her there two mornings past. ââ¬Å"To keep you safe, my sweet one,â⬠Queen Cersei had told her. ââ¬Å"Joffrey would never forgive me if anything happened to his precious.â⬠Sansa had expected that Ser Boros would escort her to the royal apartments, but instead he led her out of Maegorââ¬â¢s Holdfast. The bridge was down again. Some workmen were lowering a man on ropes into the depths of the dry moat. When Sansa peered down, she saw a body impaled on the huge iron spikes below. She averted her eyes quickly, afraid to ask, afraid to look too long, afraid he might be someone she knew. They found Queen Cersei in the council chambers, seated at the head of a long table littered with papers, candles, and blocks of sealing wax. The room was as splendid as any that Sansa had ever seen. She stared in awe at the carved wooden screen and the twin sphinxes that sat beside the door. ââ¬Å"Your Grace,â⬠Ser Boros said when they were ushered inside by another of the Kingsguard, Ser Mandon of the curiously dead face, ââ¬Å"Iââ¬â¢ve brought the girl.â⬠Sansa had hoped Joffrey might be with her. Her prince was not there, but three of the kingââ¬â¢s councillors were. Lord Petyr Baelish sat on the queenââ¬â¢s left hand, Grand Maester Pycelle at the end of the table, while Lord Varys hovered over them, smelling flowery. All of them were clad in black, she realized with a feeling of dread. Mourning clothes . . . The queen wore a high-collared black silk gown, with a hundred dark red rubies sewn into her bodice, covering her from neck to bosom. They were cut in the shape of teardrops, as if the queen were weeping blood. Cersei smiled to see her, and Sansa thought it was the sweetest and saddest smile she had ever seen. ââ¬Å"Sansa, my sweet child,â⬠she said, ââ¬Å"I know youââ¬â¢ve been asking for me. Iââ¬â¢m sorry that I could not send for you sooner. Matters have been very unsettled, and I have not had a moment. I trust my people have been taking good care of you?â⬠ââ¬Å"Everyone has been very sweet and pleasant, Your Grace, thank you ever so much for asking,â⬠Sansa said politely. ââ¬Å"Only, well, no one will talk to us or tell us whatââ¬â¢s happened . . . ââ¬Å" ââ¬Å"Us?â⬠Cersei seemed puzzled. ââ¬Å"We put the stewardââ¬â¢s girl in with her,â⬠Ser Boros said. ââ¬Å"We did not know what else to do with her.â⬠The queen frowned. ââ¬Å"Next time, you will ask,â⬠she said, her voice sharp. ââ¬Å"The gods only know what sort of tales sheââ¬â¢s been filling Sansaââ¬â¢s head with.â⬠ââ¬Å"Jeyneââ¬â¢s scared,â⬠Sansa said. ââ¬Å"She wonââ¬â¢t stop crying. I promised her Iââ¬â¢d ask if she could see her father.â⬠Old Grand Maester Pycelle lowered his eyes. ââ¬Å"Her father is well, isnââ¬â¢t he?â⬠Sansa said anxiously. She knew there had been fighting, but surely no one would harm a steward. Vayon Poole did not even wear a sword. Queen Cersei looked at each of the councillors in turn. ââ¬Å"I wonââ¬â¢t have Sansa fretting needlessly. What shall we do with this little friend of hers, my lords?â⬠Lord Petyr leaned forward. ââ¬Å"Iââ¬â¢ll find a place for her.â⬠ââ¬Å"Not in the city,â⬠said the queen. ââ¬Å"Do you take me for a fool?â⬠The queen ignored that. ââ¬Å"Ser Boros, escort this girl to Lord Petyrââ¬â¢s apartments and instruct his people to keep her there until he comes for her. Tell her that Littlefinger will be taking her to see her father, that ought to calm her down. I want her gone before Sansa returns to her chamber.â⬠ââ¬Å"As you command, Your Grace,â⬠Ser Boros said. He bowed deeply, spun on his heel, and took his leave, his long white cloak stirring the air behind him. Sansa was confused. ââ¬Å"I donââ¬â¢t understand,â⬠she said. ââ¬Å"Where is Jeyneââ¬â¢s father? Why canââ¬â¢t Ser Boros take her to him instead of Lord Petyr having to do it?â⬠She had promised herself she would be a lady, gentle as the queen and as strong as her mother, the Lady Catelyn, but all of a sudden she was scared again. For a second she thought she might cry. ââ¬Å"Where are you sending her? She hasnââ¬â¢t done anything wrong, sheââ¬â¢s a good girl.â⬠ââ¬Å"Sheââ¬â¢s upset you,â⬠the queen said gently. ââ¬Å"We canââ¬â¢t be having that. Not another word, now. Lord Baelish will see that Jeyneââ¬â¢s well taken care of, I promise you.â⬠She patted the chair beside her. ââ¬Å"Sit down, Sansa. I want to talk to you.â⬠Sansa seated herself beside the queen. Cersei smiled again, but that did not make her feel any less anxious. Varys was wringing his soft hands together, Grand Maester Pycelle kept his sleepy eyes on the papers in front of him, but she could feel Littlefinger staring. Something about the way the small man looked at her made Sansa feel as though she had no clothes on. Goose bumps pimpled her skin. ââ¬Å"Sweet Sansa,â⬠Queen Cersei said, laying a soft hand on her wrist. ââ¬Å"Such a beautiful child. I do hope you know how much Joffrey and I love you.â⬠ââ¬Å"You do?â⬠Sansa said, breathless. Littlefinger was forgotten. Her prince loved her. Nothing else mattered. The queen smiled. ââ¬Å"I think of you almost as my own daughter. And I know the love you bear for Joffrey.â⬠She gave a weary shake of her head. ââ¬Å"I am afraid we have some grave news about your lord father. You must be brave, child.â⬠Her quiet words gave Sansa a chill. ââ¬Å"What is it?â⬠ââ¬Å"Your father is a traitor, dear,â⬠Lord Varys said. Grand Maester Pycelle lifted his ancient head. ââ¬Å"With my own ears, I heard Lord Eddard swear to our beloved King Robert that he would protect the young princes as if they were his own sons. And yet the moment the king was dead, he called the small council together to steal Prince Joffreyââ¬â¢s rightful throne.â⬠ââ¬Å"No,â⬠Sansa blurted. ââ¬Å"He wouldnââ¬â¢t do that. He wouldnââ¬â¢t!â⬠The queen picked up a letter. The paper was torn and stiff with dried blood, but the broken seal was her fatherââ¬â¢s, the direwolf stamped in pale wax. ââ¬Å"We found this on the captain of your household guard, Sansa. It is a letter to my late husbandââ¬â¢s brother Stannis, inviting him to take the crown.â⬠ââ¬Å"Please, Your Grace, thereââ¬â¢s been a mistake.â⬠Sudden panic made her dizzy and faint. ââ¬Å"Please, send for my father, heââ¬â¢ll tell you, he would never write such a letter, the king was his friend.â⬠ââ¬Å"Robert thought so,â⬠said the queen. ââ¬Å"This betrayal would have broken his heart. The gods are kind, that he did not live to see it.â⬠She sighed. ââ¬Å"Sansa, sweetling, you must see what a dreadful position this has left us in. You are innocent of any wrong, we all know that, and yet you are the daughter of a traitor. How can I allow you to marry my son?â⬠ââ¬Å"But I love him,â⬠Sansa wailed, confused and frightened. What did they mean to do to her? What had they done to her father? It was not supposed to happen this way. She had to wed Joffrey, they were betrothed, he was promised to her, she had even dreamed about it. It wasnââ¬â¢t fair to take him away from her on account of whatever her father might have done. ââ¬Å"How well I know that, child,â⬠Cersei said, her voice so kind and sweet. ââ¬Å"Why else should you have come to me and told me of your fatherââ¬â¢s plan to send you away from us, if not for love?â⬠ââ¬Å"It was for love,â⬠Sansa said in a rush. ââ¬Å"Father wouldnââ¬â¢t even give me leave to say farewell.â⬠She was the good girl, the obedient girl, but she had felt as wicked as Arya that morning, sneaking away from Septa Mordane, defying her lord father. She had never done anything so willful before, and she would never have done it then if she hadnââ¬â¢t loved Joffrey as much as she did. ââ¬Å"He was going to take me back to Winterfell and marry me to some hedge knight, even though it was Joff I wanted. I told him, but he wouldnââ¬â¢t listen.â⬠The king had been her last hope. The king could command Father to let her stay in Kingââ¬â¢s Landing and marry Prince Joffrey, Sansa knew he could, but the king had always frightened her. He was loud and rough-voiced and drunk as often as not, and he would probably have just sent her back to Lord Eddard, if they even let her see him. So she went to the queen instead, and poured out her heart, and Cersei had listened and thanked her sweetly . . . only then Ser Arys had escorted her to the high room in Maegorââ¬â¢s Holdfast and posted guards, and a few hours later, the fighting had begun outside. ââ¬Å"Please,â⬠she finished, ââ¬Å"you have to let me marry Joffrey, Iââ¬â¢ll be ever so good a wife to him, youââ¬â¢ll see. Iââ¬â¢ll be a queen just like you, I promise.â⬠Queen Cersei looked to the others. ââ¬Å"My lords of the council, what do you say to her plea?â⬠ââ¬Å"The poor child,â⬠murmured Varys. ââ¬Å"A love so true and innocent, Your Grace, it would be cruel to deny it . . . and yet, what can we do? Her father stands condemned.â⬠His soft hands washed each other in a gesture of helpless distress. ââ¬Å"A child born of traitorââ¬â¢s seed will find that betrayal comes naturally to her,â⬠said Grand Maester Pycelle. ââ¬Å"She is a sweet thing now, but in ten years, who can say what treasons she may hatch?â⬠ââ¬Å"No,â⬠Sansa said, horrified. ââ¬Å"Iââ¬â¢m not, Iââ¬â¢d never . . . I wouldnââ¬â¢t betray Joffrey, I love him, I swear it, I do.â⬠ââ¬Å"Oh, so poignant,â⬠said Varys. ââ¬Å"And yet, it is truly said that blood runs truer than oaths.â⬠ââ¬Å"She reminds me of the mother, not the father,â⬠Lord Petyr Baelish said quietly. ââ¬Å"Look at her. The hair, the eyes. She is the very image of Cat at the same age.â⬠The queen looked at her, troubled, and yet Sansa could see kindness in her clear green eyes. ââ¬Å"Child,â⬠she said, ââ¬Å"if I could truly believe that you were not like your father, why nothing should please me more than to see you wed to my Joffrey. I know he loves you with all his heart.â⬠She sighed. ââ¬Å"And yet, I fear that Lord Varys and the Grand Maester have the right of it. The blood will tell. I have only to remember how your sister set her wolf on my son.â⬠ââ¬Å"Iââ¬â¢m not like Arya,â⬠Sansa blurted. ââ¬Å"She has the traitorââ¬â¢s blood, not me. Iââ¬â¢m good, ask Septa Mordane, sheââ¬â¢ll tell you, I only want to be Joffreyââ¬â¢s loyal and loving wife.â⬠She felt the weight of Cerseiââ¬â¢s eyes as the queen studied her face. ââ¬Å"I believe you mean it, child.â⬠She turned to face the others. ââ¬Å"My lords, it seems to me that if the rest of her kin were to remain loyal in this terrible time, that would go a long way toward laying our fears to rest.â⬠Grand Maester Pycelle stroked his huge soft beard, his wide brow furrowed in thought. ââ¬Å"Lord Eddard has three sons.â⬠ââ¬Å"Mere boys,â⬠Lord Petyr said with a shrug. ââ¬Å"I should be more concerned with Lady Catelyn and the Tullys.â⬠The queen took Sansaââ¬â¢s hand in both of hers. ââ¬Å"Child, do you know your letters?â⬠Sansa nodded nervously. She could read and write better than any of her brothers, although she was hopeless at sums. ââ¬Å"I am pleased to hear that. Perhaps there is hope for you and Joffrey still . . . ââ¬Å" ââ¬Å"What do you want me to do?â⬠ââ¬Å"You must write your lady mother, and your brother, the eldest . . . what is his name?â⬠ââ¬Å"Robb,â⬠Sansa said. ââ¬Å"The word of your lord fatherââ¬â¢s treason will no doubt reach them soon. Better that it should come from you. You must tell them how Lord Eddard betrayed his king.â⬠Sansa wanted Joffrey desperately, but she did not think she had the courage to do as the queen was asking. ââ¬Å"But he never . . . I donââ¬â¢t . . . Your Grace, I wouldnââ¬â¢t know what to say . . . ââ¬Å" The queen patted her hand. ââ¬Å"We will tell you what to write, child. The important thing is that you urge Lady Catelyn and your brother to keep the kingââ¬â¢s peace.â⬠ââ¬Å"It will go hard for them if they donââ¬â¢t,â⬠said Grand Maester Pycelle. ââ¬Å"By the love you bear them, you must urge them to walk the path of wisdom.â⬠ââ¬Å"Your lady mother will no doubt fear for you dreadfully,â⬠the queen said. ââ¬Å"You must tell her that you are well and in our care, that we are treating you gently and seeing to your every want. Bid them to come to Kingââ¬â¢s Landing and pledge their fealty to Joffrey when he takes his throne. If they do that . . . why, then we shall know that there is no taint in your blood, and when you come into the flower of your womanhood, you shall wed the king in the Great Sept of Baelor, before the eyes of gods and men.â⬠. . . wed the king . . . The words made her breath come faster, yet still Sansa hesitated. ââ¬Å"Perhaps . . . if I might see my father, talk to him about . . . ââ¬Å" ââ¬Å"Treason?â⬠Lord Varys hinted. ââ¬Å"You disappoint me, Sansa,â⬠the queen said, with eyes gone hard as stones. ââ¬Å"Weââ¬â¢ve told you of your fatherââ¬â¢s crimes. If you are truly as loyal as you say, why should you want to see him?â⬠ââ¬Å"I . . . I only meant . . . â⬠Sansa felt her eyes grow wet. ââ¬Å"Heââ¬â¢s not . . . please, he hasnââ¬â¢t been . . . hurt, or . . . or . . . ââ¬Å" ââ¬Å"Lord Eddard has not been harmed,â⬠the queen said. ââ¬Å"But . . . whatââ¬â¢s to become of him?â⬠ââ¬Å"That is a matter for the king to decide,â⬠Grand Maester Pycelle announced ponderously. The king! Sansa blinked back her tears. Joffrey was the king now, she thought. Her gallant prince would never hurt her father, no matter what he might have done. If she went to him and pleaded for mercy, she was certain heââ¬â¢d listen. He had to listen, he loved her, even the queen said so. Joff would need to punish Father, the lords would expect it, but perhaps he could send him back to Winterfell, or exile him to one of the Free Cities across the narrow sea. It would only have to be for a few years. By then she and Joffrey would be married. Once she was queen, she could persuade Joff to bring Father back and grant him a pardon. Only . . . if Mother or Robb did anything treasonous, called the banners or refused to swear fealty or anything, it would all go wrong. Her Joffrey was good and kind, she knew it in her heart, but a king had to be stern with rebels. She had to make them understand, she had to! ââ¬Å"Iââ¬â¢ll . . . Iââ¬â¢ll write the letters,â⬠Sansa told them. With a smile as warm as the sunrise, Cersei Lannister leaned close and kissed her gently on the cheek. ââ¬Å"I knew you would. Joffrey will be so proud when I tell him what courage and good sense youââ¬â¢ve shown here today.â⬠In the end, she wrote four letters. To her mother, the Lady Catelyn Stark, and to her brothers at Winterfell, and to her aunt and her grandfather as well, Lady Lysa Arryn of the Eyrie, and Lord Hoster Tully of Riverrun. By the time she had done, her fingers were cramped and stiff and stained with ink. Varys had her fatherââ¬â¢s seal. She warmed the pale white beeswax over a candle, poured it carefully, and watched as the eunuch stamped each letter with the direwolf of House Stark. Jeyne Poole and all her things were gone when Ser Mandon Moore returned Sansa to the high tower of Maegorââ¬â¢s Holdfast. No more weeping, she thought gratefully. Yet somehow it seemed colder with Jeyne gone, even after sheââ¬â¢d built a fire. She pulled a chair close to the hearth, took down one of her favorite books, and lost herself in the stories of Florian and Jonquil, of Lady Shella and the Rainbow Knight, of valiant Prince Aemon and his doomed love for his brotherââ¬â¢s queen. It was not until later that night, as she was drifting off to sleep, that Sansa realized she had forgotten to ask about her sister. A Game of Thrones Chapter Fiftyone Jeyne Poole had been confined with her, but Jeyne was useless. Her face was puffy from all her crying, and she could not seem to stop sobbing about her father. ââ¬Å"Iââ¬â¢m certain your father is well,â⬠Sansa told her when she had finally gotten the dress buttoned right. ââ¬Å"Iââ¬â¢ll ask the queen to let you see him.â⬠She thought that kindness might lift Jeyneââ¬â¢s spirits, but the other girl just looked at her with red, swollen eyes and began to cry all the harder. She was such a child. Sansa had wept too, the first day. Even within the stout walls of Maegorââ¬â¢s Holdfast, with her door closed and barred, it was hard not to be terrified when the killing began. She had grown up to the sound of steel in the yard, and scarcely a day of her life had passed without hearing the clash of sword on sword, yet somehow knowing that the fighting was real made all the difference in the world. She heard it as she had never heard it before, and there were other sounds as well, grunts of pain, angry curses, shouts for help, and the moans of wounded and dying men. In the songs, the knights never screamed nor begged for mercy. So she wept, pleading through her door for them to tell her what was happening, calling for her father, for Septa Mordane, for the king, for her gallant prince. If the men guarding her heard her pleas, they gave no answer. The only time the door opened was late that night, when they thrust Jeyne Poole inside, bruised and shaking. ââ¬Å"Theyââ¬â¢re killing everyone,â⬠the stewardââ¬â¢s daughter had shrieked at her. She went on and on. The Hound had broken down her door with a warhammer, she said. There were bodies on the stair of the Tower of the Hand, and the steps were slick with blood. Sansa dried her own tears as she struggled to comfort her friend. They went to sleep in the same bed, cradled in each otherââ¬â¢s arms like sisters. The second day was even worse. The room where Sansa had been confined was at the top of the highest tower of Maegorââ¬â¢s Holdfast. From its window, she could see that the heavy iron portcullis in the gatehouse was down, and the drawbridge drawn up over the deep dry moat that separated the keep-within-a-keep from the larger castle that surrounded it. Lannister guardsmen prowled the walls with spears and crossbows to hand. The fighting was over, and the silence of the grave had settled over the Red Keep. The only sounds were Jeyne Pooleââ¬â¢s endless whimpers and sobs. They were fedââ¬âhard cheese and fresh-baked bread and milk to break their fast, roast chicken and greens at midday, and a late supper of beef and barley stewââ¬âbut the servants who brought the meals would not answer Sansaââ¬â¢s questions. That evening, some women brought her clothes from the Tower of the Hand, and some of Jeyneââ¬â¢s things as well, but they seemed nearly as frightened as Jeyne, and when she tried to talk to them, they fled from her as if she had the grey plague. The guards outside the door still refused to let them leave the room. ââ¬Å"Please, I need to speak to the queen again,â⬠Sansa told them, as she told everyone she saw that day. ââ¬Å"Sheââ¬â¢ll want to talk to me, I know she will. Tell her I want to see her, please. If not the queen, then Prince Joffrey, if youââ¬â¢d be so kind. Weââ¬â¢re to marry when weââ¬â¢re older.â⬠At sunset on the second day, a great bell began to ring. Its voice was deep and sonorous, and the long slow clanging filled Sansa with a sense of dread. The ringing went on and on, and after a while they heard other bells answering from the Great Sept of Baelor on Visenyaââ¬â¢s Hill. The sound rumbled across the city like thunder, warning of the storm to come. ââ¬Å"What is it?â⬠Jeyne asked, covering her ears. ââ¬Å"Why are they ringing the bells?â⬠ââ¬Å"The king is dead.â⬠Sansa could not say how she knew it, yet she did. The slow, endless clanging filled their room, as mournful as a dirge. Had some enemy stormed the castle and murdered King Robert? Was that the meaning of the fighting they had heard? She went to sleep wondering, restless, and fearful. Was her beautiful Joffrey the king now? Or had they killed him too? She was afraid for him, and for her father. If only they would tell her what was happening . . . That night Sansa dreamt of Joffrey on the throne, with herself seated beside him in a gown of woven gold. She had a crown on her head, and everyone she had ever known came before her, to bend the knee and say their courtesies. The next morning, the morning of the third day, Ser Boros Blount of the Kingsguard came to escort her to the queen. Ser Boros was an ugly man with a broad chest and short, bandy legs. His nose was flat, his cheeks baggy with jowls, his hair grey and brittle. Today he wore white velvet, and his snowy cloak was fastened with a lion brooch. The beast had the soft sheen of gold, and his eyes were tiny rubies. ââ¬Å"You look very handsome and splendid this morning, Ser Boros,â⬠Sansa told him. A lady remembered her courtesies, and she was resolved to be a lady no matter what. ââ¬Å"And you, my lady,â⬠Ser Boros said in a flat voice. ââ¬Å"Her Grace awaits. Come with me.â⬠There were guards outside her door, Lannister men-at-arms in crimson cloaks and lion-crested helms. Sansa made herself smile at them pleasantly and bid them a good morning as she passed. It was the first time she had been allowed outside the chamber since Ser Arys Oakheart had led her there two mornings past. ââ¬Å"To keep you safe, my sweet one,â⬠Queen Cersei had told her. ââ¬Å"Joffrey would never forgive me if anything happened to his precious.â⬠Sansa had expected that Ser Boros would escort her to the royal apartments, but instead he led her out of Maegorââ¬â¢s Holdfast. The bridge was down again. Some workmen were lowering a man on ropes into the depths of the dry moat. When Sansa peered down, she saw a body impaled on the huge iron spikes below. She averted her eyes quickly, afraid to ask, afraid to look too long, afraid he might be someone she knew. They found Queen Cersei in the council chambers, seated at the head of a long table littered with papers, candles, and blocks of sealing wax. The room was as splendid as any that Sansa had ever seen. She stared in awe at the carved wooden screen and the twin sphinxes that sat beside the door. ââ¬Å"Your Grace,â⬠Ser Boros said when they were ushered inside by another of the Kingsguard, Ser Mandon of the curiously dead face, ââ¬Å"Iââ¬â¢ve brought the girl.â⬠Sansa had hoped Joffrey might be with her. Her prince was not there, but three of the kingââ¬â¢s councillors were. Lord Petyr Baelish sat on the queenââ¬â¢s left hand, Grand Maester Pycelle at the end of the table, while Lord Varys hovered over them, smelling flowery. All of them were clad in black, she realized with a feeling of dread. Mourning clothes . . . The queen wore a high-collared black silk gown, with a hundred dark red rubies sewn into her bodice, covering her from neck to bosom. They were cut in the shape of teardrops, as if the queen were weeping blood. Cersei smiled to see her, and Sansa thought it was the sweetest and saddest smile she had ever seen. ââ¬Å"Sansa, my sweet child,â⬠she said, ââ¬Å"I know youââ¬â¢ve been asking for me. Iââ¬â¢m sorry that I could not send for you sooner. Matters have been very unsettled, and I have not had a moment. I trust my people have been taking good care of you?â⬠ââ¬Å"Everyone has been very sweet and pleasant, Your Grace, thank you ever so much for asking,â⬠Sansa said politely. ââ¬Å"Only, well, no one will talk to us or tell us whatââ¬â¢s happened . . . ââ¬Å" ââ¬Å"Us?â⬠Cersei seemed puzzled. ââ¬Å"We put the stewardââ¬â¢s girl in with her,â⬠Ser Boros said. ââ¬Å"We did not know what else to do with her.â⬠The queen frowned. ââ¬Å"Next time, you will ask,â⬠she said, her voice sharp. ââ¬Å"The gods only know what sort of tales sheââ¬â¢s been filling Sansaââ¬â¢s head with.â⬠ââ¬Å"Jeyneââ¬â¢s scared,â⬠Sansa said. ââ¬Å"She wonââ¬â¢t stop crying. I promised her Iââ¬â¢d ask if she could see her father.â⬠Old Grand Maester Pycelle lowered his eyes. ââ¬Å"Her father is well, isnââ¬â¢t he?â⬠Sansa said anxiously. She knew there had been fighting, but surely no one would harm a steward. Vayon Poole did not even wear a sword. Queen Cersei looked at each of the councillors in turn. ââ¬Å"I wonââ¬â¢t have Sansa fretting needlessly. What shall we do with this little friend of hers, my lords?â⬠Lord Petyr leaned forward. ââ¬Å"Iââ¬â¢ll find a place for her.â⬠ââ¬Å"Not in the city,â⬠said the queen. ââ¬Å"Do you take me for a fool?â⬠The queen ignored that. ââ¬Å"Ser Boros, escort this girl to Lord Petyrââ¬â¢s apartments and instruct his people to keep her there until he comes for her. Tell her that Littlefinger will be taking her to see her father, that ought to calm her down. I want her gone before Sansa returns to her chamber.â⬠ââ¬Å"As you command, Your Grace,â⬠Ser Boros said. He bowed deeply, spun on his heel, and took his leave, his long white cloak stirring the air behind him. Sansa was confused. ââ¬Å"I donââ¬â¢t understand,â⬠she said. ââ¬Å"Where is Jeyneââ¬â¢s father? Why canââ¬â¢t Ser Boros take her to him instead of Lord Petyr having to do it?â⬠She had promised herself she would be a lady, gentle as the queen and as strong as her mother, the Lady Catelyn, but all of a sudden she was scared again. For a second she thought she might cry. ââ¬Å"Where are you sending her? She hasnââ¬â¢t done anything wrong, sheââ¬â¢s a good girl.â⬠ââ¬Å"Sheââ¬â¢s upset you,â⬠the queen said gently. ââ¬Å"We canââ¬â¢t be having that. Not another word, now. Lord Baelish will see that Jeyneââ¬â¢s well taken care of, I promise you.â⬠She patted the chair beside her. ââ¬Å"Sit down, Sansa. I want to talk to you.â⬠Sansa seated herself beside the queen. Cersei smiled again, but that did not make her feel any less anxious. Varys was wringing his soft hands together, Grand Maester Pycelle kept his sleepy eyes on the papers in front of him, but she could feel Littlefinger staring. Something about the way the small man looked at her made Sansa feel as though she had no clothes on. Goose bumps pimpled her skin. ââ¬Å"Sweet Sansa,â⬠Queen Cersei said, laying a soft hand on her wrist. ââ¬Å"Such a beautiful child. I do hope you know how much Joffrey and I love you.â⬠ââ¬Å"You do?â⬠Sansa said, breathless. Littlefinger was forgotten. Her prince loved her. Nothing else mattered. The queen smiled. ââ¬Å"I think of you almost as my own daughter. And I know the love you bear for Joffrey.â⬠She gave a weary shake of her head. ââ¬Å"I am afraid we have some grave news about your lord father. You must be brave, child.â⬠Her quiet words gave Sansa a chill. ââ¬Å"What is it?â⬠ââ¬Å"Your father is a traitor, dear,â⬠Lord Varys said. Grand Maester Pycelle lifted his ancient head. ââ¬Å"With my own ears, I heard Lord Eddard swear to our beloved King Robert that he would protect the young princes as if they were his own sons. And yet the moment the king was dead, he called the small council together to steal Prince Joffreyââ¬â¢s rightful throne.â⬠ââ¬Å"No,â⬠Sansa blurted. ââ¬Å"He wouldnââ¬â¢t do that. He wouldnââ¬â¢t!â⬠The queen picked up a letter. The paper was torn and stiff with dried blood, but the broken seal was her fatherââ¬â¢s, the direwolf stamped in pale wax. ââ¬Å"We found this on the captain of your household guard, Sansa. It is a letter to my late husbandââ¬â¢s brother Stannis, inviting him to take the crown.â⬠ââ¬Å"Please, Your Grace, thereââ¬â¢s been a mistake.â⬠Sudden panic made her dizzy and faint. ââ¬Å"Please, send for my father, heââ¬â¢ll tell you, he would never write such a letter, the king was his friend.â⬠ââ¬Å"Robert thought so,â⬠said the queen. ââ¬Å"This betrayal would have broken his heart. The gods are kind, that he did not live to see it.â⬠She sighed. ââ¬Å"Sansa, sweetling, you must see what a dreadful position this has left us in. You are innocent of any wrong, we all know that, and yet you are the daughter of a traitor. How can I allow you to marry my son?â⬠ââ¬Å"But I love him,â⬠Sansa wailed, confused and frightened. What did they mean to do to her? What had they done to her father? It was not supposed to happen this way. She had to wed Joffrey, they were betrothed, he was promised to her, she had even dreamed about it. It wasnââ¬â¢t fair to take him away from her on account of whatever her father might have done. ââ¬Å"How well I know that, child,â⬠Cersei said, her voice so kind and sweet. ââ¬Å"Why else should you have come to me and told me of your fatherââ¬â¢s plan to send you away from us, if not for love?â⬠ââ¬Å"It was for love,â⬠Sansa said in a rush. ââ¬Å"Father wouldnââ¬â¢t even give me leave to say farewell.â⬠She was the good girl, the obedient girl, but she had felt as wicked as Arya that morning, sneaking away from Septa Mordane, defying her lord father. She had never done anything so willful before, and she would never have done it then if she hadnââ¬â¢t loved Joffrey as much as she did. ââ¬Å"He was going to take me back to Winterfell and marry me to some hedge knight, even though it was Joff I wanted. I told him, but he wouldnââ¬â¢t listen.â⬠The king had been her last hope. The king could command Father to let her stay in Kingââ¬â¢s Landing and marry Prince Joffrey, Sansa knew he could, but the king had always frightened her. He was loud and rough-voiced and drunk as often as not, and he would probably have just sent her back to Lord Eddard, if they even let her see him. So she went to the queen instead, and poured out her heart, and Cersei had listened and thanked her sweetly . . . only then Ser Arys had escorted her to the high room in Maegorââ¬â¢s Holdfast and posted guards, and a few hours later, the fighting had begun outside. ââ¬Å"Please,â⬠she finished, ââ¬Å"you have to let me marry Joffrey, Iââ¬â¢ll be ever so good a wife to him, youââ¬â¢ll see. Iââ¬â¢ll be a queen just like you, I promise.â⬠Queen Cersei looked to the others. ââ¬Å"My lords of the council, what do you say to her plea?â⬠ââ¬Å"The poor child,â⬠murmured Varys. ââ¬Å"A love so true and innocent, Your Grace, it would be cruel to deny it . . . and yet, what can we do? Her father stands condemned.â⬠His soft hands washed each other in a gesture of helpless distress. ââ¬Å"A child born of traitorââ¬â¢s seed will find that betrayal comes naturally to her,â⬠said Grand Maester Pycelle. ââ¬Å"She is a sweet thing now, but in ten years, who can say what treasons she may hatch?â⬠ââ¬Å"No,â⬠Sansa said, horrified. ââ¬Å"Iââ¬â¢m not, Iââ¬â¢d never . . . I wouldnââ¬â¢t betray Joffrey, I love him, I swear it, I do.â⬠ââ¬Å"Oh, so poignant,â⬠said Varys. ââ¬Å"And yet, it is truly said that blood runs truer than oaths.â⬠ââ¬Å"She reminds me of the mother, not the father,â⬠Lord Petyr Baelish said quietly. ââ¬Å"Look at her. The hair, the eyes. She is the very image of Cat at the same age.â⬠The queen looked at her, troubled, and yet Sansa could see kindness in her clear green eyes. ââ¬Å"Child,â⬠she said, ââ¬Å"if I could truly believe that you were not like your father, why nothing should please me more than to see you wed to my Joffrey. I know he loves you with all his heart.â⬠She sighed. ââ¬Å"And yet, I fear that Lord Varys and the Grand Maester have the right of it. The blood will tell. I have only to remember how your sister set her wolf on my son.â⬠ââ¬Å"Iââ¬â¢m not like Arya,â⬠Sansa blurted. ââ¬Å"She has the traitorââ¬â¢s blood, not me. Iââ¬â¢m good, ask Septa Mordane, sheââ¬â¢ll tell you, I only want to be Joffreyââ¬â¢s loyal and loving wife.â⬠She felt the weight of Cerseiââ¬â¢s eyes as the queen studied her face. ââ¬Å"I believe you mean it, child.â⬠She turned to face the others. ââ¬Å"My lords, it seems to me that if the rest of her kin were to remain loyal in this terrible time, that would go a long way toward laying our fears to rest.â⬠Grand Maester Pycelle stroked his huge soft beard, his wide brow furrowed in thought. ââ¬Å"Lord Eddard has three sons.â⬠ââ¬Å"Mere boys,â⬠Lord Petyr said with a shrug. ââ¬Å"I should be more concerned with Lady Catelyn and the Tullys.â⬠The queen took Sansaââ¬â¢s hand in both of hers. ââ¬Å"Child, do you know your letters?â⬠Sansa nodded nervously. She could read and write better than any of her brothers, although she was hopeless at sums. ââ¬Å"I am pleased to hear that. Perhaps there is hope for you and Joffrey still . . . ââ¬Å" ââ¬Å"What do you want me to do?â⬠ââ¬Å"You must write your lady mother, and your brother, the eldest . . . what is his name?â⬠ââ¬Å"Robb,â⬠Sansa said. ââ¬Å"The word of your lord fatherââ¬â¢s treason will no doubt reach them soon. Better that it should come from you. You must tell them how Lord Eddard betrayed his king.â⬠Sansa wanted Joffrey desperately, but she did not think she had the courage to do as the queen was asking. ââ¬Å"But he never . . . I donââ¬â¢t . . . Your Grace, I wouldnââ¬â¢t know what to say . . . ââ¬Å" The queen patted her hand. ââ¬Å"We will tell you what to write, child. The important thing is that you urge Lady Catelyn and your brother to keep the kingââ¬â¢s peace.â⬠ââ¬Å"It will go hard for them if they donââ¬â¢t,â⬠said Grand Maester Pycelle. ââ¬Å"By the love you bear them, you must urge them to walk the path of wisdom.â⬠ââ¬Å"Your lady mother will no doubt fear for you dreadfully,â⬠the queen said. ââ¬Å"You must tell her that you are well and in our care, that we are treating you gently and seeing to your every want. Bid them to come to Kingââ¬â¢s Landing and pledge their fealty to Joffrey when he takes his throne. If they do that . . . why, then we shall know that there is no taint in your blood, and when you come into the flower of your womanhood, you shall wed the king in the Great Sept of Baelor, before the eyes of gods and men.â⬠. . . wed the king . . . The words made her breath come faster, yet still Sansa hesitated. ââ¬Å"Perhaps . . . if I might see my father, talk to him about . . . ââ¬Å" ââ¬Å"Treason?â⬠Lord Varys hinted. ââ¬Å"You disappoint me, Sansa,â⬠the queen said, with eyes gone hard as stones. ââ¬Å"Weââ¬â¢ve told you of your fatherââ¬â¢s crimes. If you are truly as loyal as you say, why should you want to see him?â⬠ââ¬Å"I . . . I only meant . . . â⬠Sansa felt her eyes grow wet. ââ¬Å"Heââ¬â¢s not . . . please, he hasnââ¬â¢t been . . . hurt, or . . . or . . . ââ¬Å" ââ¬Å"Lord Eddard has not been harmed,â⬠the queen said. ââ¬Å"But . . . whatââ¬â¢s to become of him?â⬠ââ¬Å"That is a matter for the king to decide,â⬠Grand Maester Pycelle announced ponderously. The king! Sansa blinked back her tears. Joffrey was the king now, she thought. Her gallant prince would never hurt her father, no matter what he might have done. If she went to him and pleaded for mercy, she was certain heââ¬â¢d listen. He had to listen, he loved her, even the queen said so. Joff would need to punish Father, the lords would expect it, but perhaps he could send him back to Winterfell, or exile him to one of the Free Cities across the narrow sea. It would only have to be for a few years. By then she and Joffrey would be married. Once she was queen, she could persuade Joff to bring Father back and grant him a pardon. Only . . . if Mother or Robb did anything treasonous, called the banners or refused to swear fealty or anything, it would all go wrong. Her Joffrey was good and kind, she knew it in her heart, but a king had to be stern with rebels. She had to make them understand, she had to! ââ¬Å"Iââ¬â¢ll . . . Iââ¬â¢ll write the letters,â⬠Sansa told them. With a smile as warm as the sunrise, Cersei Lannister leaned close and kissed her gently on the cheek. ââ¬Å"I knew you would. Joffrey will be so proud when I tell him what courage and good sense youââ¬â¢ve shown here today.â⬠In the end, she wrote four letters. To her mother, the Lady Catelyn Stark, and to her brothers at Winterfell, and to her aunt and her grandfather as well, Lady Lysa Arryn of the Eyrie, and Lord Hoster Tully of Riverrun. By the time she had done, her fingers were cramped and stiff and stained with ink. Varys had her fatherââ¬â¢s seal. She warmed the pale white beeswax over a candle, poured it carefully, and watched as the eunuch stamped each letter with the direwolf of House Stark. Jeyne Poole and all her things were gone when Ser Mandon Moore returned Sansa to the high tower of Maegorââ¬â¢s Holdfast. No more weeping, she thought gratefully. Yet somehow it seemed colder with Jeyne gone, even after sheââ¬â¢d built a fire. She pulled a chair close to the hearth, took down one of her favorite books, and lost herself in the stories of Florian and Jonquil, of Lady Shella and the Rainbow Knight, of valiant Prince Aemon and his doomed love for his brotherââ¬â¢s queen. It was not until later that night, as she was drifting off to sleep, that Sansa realized she had forgotten to ask about her sister.
Saturday, November 2, 2019
The Important of Simulations Assignment Example | Topics and Well Written Essays - 500 words
The Important of Simulations - Assignment Example They only need to be totally within the computer environment to play any game. Another interesting part of simulation is how the whole concept works. It is hard to believe that something good can come out of mimicking. However, this is made to look more serious where one earns that simulation is not about imitation alone (Pidd, 2003). 2-In the case of any decision making type, the makers of the decisions will have to understand, plan, analyse as well as manage the system. These activities are involved in decision making. Typically, the decisions involve real systems comprised of complex methods with highly interdependent components that exhibit vulnerability as well as change over time. With the absence of a model, makers of decisions would make use of various processes for information gathering from a system that is real, process it and finally select an action which creates some change within the system. In general, model based decision making as well as simulation based decision making particularly do offer decision makers a way of investigating the systemââ¬â¢s representation, use alternatives to experiment and then predict the proposed changes effects, that are external to the system. The approach does increase the decision space greatly. This means that it allows for the evaluation of many alternatives. The approach is not invasive on the system and allow for the assessment of risk of actions. For a decision maker to directly interact with simulation models effectively, models require to be entrenched in decision support systems, which enable data entering within the model as well as enhance the modelââ¬â¢s output presentation (Pidd, 2003). 3-Some highly complex operations that benefit from simulation include transportation of raw material. Trains or truck, which transport finished goods or raw materials are scheduled as well as planned on the simulation basis. The
Thursday, October 31, 2019
Refer to assignment criteria Essay Example | Topics and Well Written Essays - 2000 words - 1
Refer to assignment criteria - Essay Example The paper says that the person sharing the shelter may sometimes pay the mortgage instalments or bear the expenses for the extended portion of the home. Sometimes the person may bear the household expenditure in lieu of the shared shelter on some understanding. Over a period of time, it is creating problems over the ownership of the house when the sharer dies or leaves the shared home for another place (Sharing Homes, The problem). The discussion paper sources these problems to the ambiguity of the current law guiding these shared homes. The present law is not very clear on payments made by the sharer on behalf of the owner. For instance, mortgage payments made by the sharer are enough for staking a claim on the home. But, sometimes, the sharer regularly pays the household bills enabling the owner to pay the mortgage instalments. Sometimes, the sharer may look after the household work like As per the law detailed in the discussion paper, a person who is not a legal owner but sharing the shelter in a home can claim an interest on it only when there is an equity arising by proprietary estoppel, when a resulting or constructive trust has arisen in his / her favour or when the sharer becomes a beneficiary under an express declaration of trust. In any of these circumstances, the sharer has to prove his / her right with sufficient proof. Because of these limited options available to the sharer, the law is termed as complex, arbitrary and uncertain in application. It is also ill suited to determining the proprietary rights of the home sharers. The discussion paper is of the opinion that the rules of implied trusts and proprietary estoppel are not as clear as they should be (Sharing Homes, Part I, introduction). An express trust arises when a person expressly declares that he or she holds property on trust for another or transfers property to another expressly subject to a trust. A
Tuesday, October 29, 2019
Change Through Transformational Leadership Practices Essay
Change Through Transformational Leadership Practices - Essay Example There is indeed a positive correlation between transformational leadership, organizational culture and the organizational climate. The organizational climate can be described as the environment and attitude within the workplace. A transformational leader knows that to implement any change, then it is important to understand the employeeââ¬â¢s views on the company (Stringer, 2002). The organization culture includes the line of communication, problem solving skills, level of innovation and even leadership. The aforementioned factors can affect workers performance in the workplace and hence should be addressed severally. According to, Stringer (2002), looking into the organizational culture also enables a leader to assess the reaction that would be met by the employees of they were to embark on making any changes in the workplace. Therefore, by studying the organization climate, a leader is able to influence the employee mindset and encourage them to work towards meeting the organiza tional objectives. Organizational culture is the sum of activities that are inherent in a company and it can refer to the repetitive behaviors that describe the company. For transformation to occur, it is paramount that leaders understand the culture that seems to slow its progress (Denning, 2013). For instance, a leader may realize that time is wasted during the morning hours and this leaves some tasks unattended by evening.
Sunday, October 27, 2019
The Purpose and Benefits of Classroom Observation
The Purpose and Benefits of Classroom Observation Classroom observation is a process by which the institute of nursing-Academic Support Person(ASP) sits in on one or more classroom sessions, records the instructors teaching practices and student actions, and then meets with the instructor to discuss the observations. The main purpose behind the classroom observation is to allow a teacher to get feedback from an objective, experienced observer and to involve in context-specific discussions about teaching with adviser. The observation should not be an endorsement for promotion and tenure, a judgment of the teachers teaching methods, styles and skills, or an assessment of the teachers knowledge of disciplinary content. It is purely developmental rather than intimidation and making decisions. Classroom observation has been used many years ago to evaluate the quality of teaching provided and the consistency between the curriculum plan and the actual delivery of the material by teachers. Wagg (1999) stated that the purpose of looking at implementation is to see whether there is mismatch between intention and strategies. Classroom observation has constantly been seen as an effortful task from the side of the teachers. Negative attitudes have been expressed from several teachers venting their disappointment about the process by which observation has been implemented. This feeling of unhappiness and dissatisfaction is not a product of today; it is possibly an aggregation of many years of authoritarian, impressionistic, and impartial models of supervisions with teachers feeling of little ownership. Because the observer has a great role in renewing the teachers contracts, they had to conform to the supervisors viewpoints .This is considered an exceptional limitation of the obser vation process. Diverse research revealed that the way teachers behave in the classroom and the instructional methods they use impact the degree students learn. Consequently, using classroom observations, educators and investigators are capable of providing feedback that may improve the teaching practices in the class. Hopkins (2002) considers that the motivation behind any school observation is not limited to classroom research only but it extends to the professional development of teachers. This is because of the many years of observations that contemporary educationalists agreed to desert through time the conventional recitation lesson (Wragg 1999). Clearly, different forms observations encompass different criteria. These criteria may be comprehensive or specific. Some observation forms may focus on the students behavior while others may seek out the response of teachers to such behaviors. According to Hopkins (2002), there are four methods of observation: open, focused, structured, and systematic. Each method needs special instrument. . Observation tools are forms that are to be filled out by the observer. Depending on the observation technique, some forms or instruments may simply be a blank sheet, a worksheet, a scale, checklists, computer software, or a tally sheet. Some observers may be affected by the setting in which the lesson takes place and may focus on some particular feature of the teaching of one specific subject, like science or English. This in turn may influence whether they adopt a quantitative style, which is a type of systematic approach; counting and recording of individual events, or a qualitative method, wh ich is a type of the open observation approach, trying to look behind and beneath the mere frequencies (wragg 1999). Furthermore, there are many observations tools used by teachers on their classes or in peer observation settings (Malamah-Thomas 1987, Wajnryb 1992). Such instruments are powerful developmental tools for teachers and for trainees advisors, allowing both to look at the lesson systematically in conjunction with the feedback from advisors. Therefore, teachers and observers must perceive the instruments similarly to avoid misinterpretations and predispositions of the items within the tools. At the level of the ION, instructors have expressed the issue of the perception of the observation tool many times. In addition to the way the classroom observation is conducted. However, the questions that continue to irritate my colleagues and leave them preoccupied with an answer to them are that, do all classroom observers perceive and interpret the same observation items within the checklist in the same wayà ¢Ã¢â ¬Ã ¦?Is there any problem in the observation methods? This actually urges me to investigate these issues in the Institute of Nursing (ION) to find out any discrepancies in the understanding of the observation checklists and or any defect in the observation process. To pursue the task appropriately, the advisors will not be participated in any other job but collecting data. Randall and Thornton (2005) refer to an advisor who has no other than to observe and take notes as a non-participant observer (Gebhard and Oprandy 1999). As the name designates, this kind of observation requires the observer not to engage in any interaction with the individuals being observed. Instead, the observer should concentrate on a particular behavior a specific criterion (Wragg, 1999, Hopkins 1999, 2002). For an observer, it is very important to avoid preconceptions and afterward approach whatever is to be observed with an open mind (Wragg 1999). Due to its direct involvement with the individuals observed, observation does have a benefit; however, it is time-consuming (Robson, 2002). Pre-judgments and predispositions may also produce troubles with observation. Such troubles may lead to misinterpretation of the data being collected (Brophy Good 2003). Therefore, the observer should avoid any personal biases that may contaminate his/her results. In this small scale study, the entire process of observation, from the instrument used by the observer to different stages of teacher observation, was totally decided by the observer and the investigator. The terms observer and advisor will be used interchangeably. Background The United Arab Emirates (UAE) encompass three institutes of Nursing (ION) located in Sharjah, Ras ELkhaimeh and Fujairah Emirates and they are governed by the Ministry Of Health (MOH).According to the policy, the ION has an observation system performed by three persons: the Central Academics Coordinator (CAC), Academic Support Person (ASP)and the Branch Manager(BM). The class room observation is held two times per semester and as needed. One observation is announced and the other is unannounced. At the level of each ION; the observation responsibility is delegated to the ASP. In case the teacher observation result was unsatisfactory, the CAC will be called to reobserve the same teacher within two weeks of the unsatisfactory observation but can also observe those with satisfactory outcomes. The BM does a spot check from time to time on the ongoing of the teaching process. The three observers use the same observation instrument and it is qualititative (open methods) in nature where ob servation bias can sometimes significantly affect the result. The session Appraisal form is composed of 29 items focusing on two areas of classroom practices: Effective Questioning (8 items), Effective Teaching Practices (21 items). These items are marked as, Accomplished, Partially accomplished, and Not accomplished. The final result is either satisfactory or unsatisfactory (Appendix 2). The adopted teaching methodologies are cased-based and lecture-based, depending on the course. Most of the teachers at the ION are well experienced and hold master degree. I have been working as a senior nursing tutor for the last seven years in the ION. It happened more than once a teacher got two or more different feedbacks from the observers. The teachers always blame the observers for their inconsistency in the understanding of the observation items and in the way the observation is conducted. The majority of the tutors wonder whether a difference should be there while using the same observation checklist and the same observation methods. The investigator will try to answer this question and orient the teachers to the findings. Research Questions Is there a significant difference in the perception of the same observation items within the instrument used by the different advisors in the ION? Is there any defect in the observation process? Purpose The investigator will try to: Find out any discrepancies in the observation tool among the observers. Identify the drawbacks of the observation method. Report to the curriculum committee and teachers these inconsistencies (if any). Observation Methods Classroom observation is a collaborative process. Both the teacher being observed and the observer have vital roles before, during, and after the observation. Collaborating at each phase of the process can help put both participants at ease so that each benefits from the experience (University of Washington 1998). Classroom observation is conducted through three phases that were adapted from Day (1993) and Richards and Lockhart (1994) were: pre-observation meeting, observation phase, and post-observation follow-up phase. The researcher will be use the ION designated tool during the observation process. (Fig 1). Pre-conference phase is executed before the classroom observation. The purpose of this meeting to share information that helps both the instructor and observer prepare for the observation and to illuminate the explicit outcomes of the lesson observed. It also aims at clarifying the activities through which these outcomes will be attained. Information exchanged during this meeting includes overall process of the evaluation, the purpose of the observation, course information, lesson plan, instructional objective(s) , class activities, instructional methods, What you want the observer to pay attention to, Where youd like the observer to sit , what will happen during the observation, and observation follow up opportunities. This phase does not take place in the ION. The second stage of the process is the observation phase (Data Collection) or the execution of lesson. The ION observers gather information to be discussed latter with the tutor. These data include instructor doing/saying, students doing/saying, instructional methods, teacher-students interaction, and flow of the sessionà ¢Ã¢â ¬Ã ¦etc. Generally, the ASP will use a checklist tool designed for this purpose of classroom observation (Appendix 2). The observers, unlike the traditional supervisors who usually sit at the back and document the classroom events, sit where they can have a good view of the class. Analysis of the collected data and preparing for the post-conference take place immediately, next to the observation, it is suggested that observers code the data checked in their notes. Identify information that links to the following: Organization and presentation of the lesson, level of student concentration, interactions, and participation, the quality of interpersonal relationships between the teacher and students, effectiveness of instruction and how instruction could be improved. The third stage is the post-conference phase or follow-up. Shortly after the observation, the advisors emphasize the positive areas of the observation process such as the strengths of the lesson. The teacher will be asked to evaluate and reflect on his lesson at first. Then, the observers will discuss the collected data with the teacher. It is a descriptive stage where the observers describe the various phases of the lesson. The observers during this phase ask probing questions that guide the teacher through the process. They also provide direct feedback on the areas the teacher has asked for in the pre-observation conference. In doing so, many of the areas for improvement are originally stated by the teachers because they had a chance to reflect on their teaching. Figure Observation Cycle: Adapted from: http://www.commnet.edu/emprel/trng/tm_3_2_clasobs.html (2004). Validity and reliability in observation It is essential that observation is as objective as expected and advisors must be mindful of their own interests and predispositions so that the data gained is as valid and reliable as conceivable and not designated to verify a point (CCC 2004). Observers customarily continue-the-spot notes to complete an observation schedule so that any extra or uncommon actions can be noted. For example A come into the class and talked to teacher, this interrupted classroom for 3 minutes; Fire alarm rang at 2.24pm so the class was shorter today than usual. Field notes are often written post assessment and the advice is to do this as early as possible. Robson (2002) proposes that you should never begin a second class observation before sorting out your records for the first one Practice in utilizing a schedule before the actual observation will assist the observer to settle uncertainties in how to employ it or how to record unforeseen or vague data. Reliability of observation will originate from appraiser consistency. Appraisers have to make sure that they make parallel decisions about similar situations on diverse events. They must also take similar decisions about similar events if they see or hear them again; say on video or audio tape. Preferably, having more than one appraiser observing the same events, at least in initial practice sessions, so that there can be agreement on what is going on and how it is to be coded. The two observers at the ION were aware of these points to ensure the validity and reliability of the class supervision. Limitation of the study It is worthy to mention that the scope of this study is limited to a group of teachers of Nursing in Fujairah campus in an educational zone. Therefore generalization of the study might not be possible. Literature review Even though the classroom observation is seen as a crucial element of each educational system, researchers have found that teachers were not satisfied with the observation process. The main reasons researchers found were judgmental, evaluative nature of observation, authoritative role of observers and prescriptive nature of feedback (Akbari and Tajik 2007). Wang and Seth (1998) found out that classroom observation has gained a negative reputation in the ELT profession because of its subjective, judgmental, and ill-defined nature. Many instructors resent being observed at short notice by important people who judge their performance according to their own, not necessarily appropriate criteria, and make unwelcome suggestions for change. It seems as if these inspectors have the final word on whether their performance is good or bad, right or wrong. In many situations the observers enter the classes to look at the teachers performances to decide at the end of the academic year who will continue in his/her job or not. Certainly, this perception places teachers under too much stress which negatively impacts their performance in classroom. Randall and Thornton (2001) believed that anxiety levels in the lesson execution phase can become very high and can precipitate failure on the side of the teacher to generate an effective lesson (Fig 2). Figure 2: The effect of anxiety on performance (adapted from Randall and Thornton, 2001) Regarding the process of the classroom observation in the UAE, Alwan (2001) find out that the instructors in the UAE are acquainted with the observation; yet, it does not take the systematic approach that would increase the achievements for the teachers. Consequently, such ad-hoc appraisal practices can simply yield extensive teacher anxiety, a lack of belief in the validity of the observation, and a delicate discouragement of other institutional initiatives to sustenance teachers efforts to deliver courses effectively (Murdoch, 2000). Nevertheless, classroom observation should be intended at enhancing professional growth of the teacher rather than threatening them. It should also focus on the strengths of the lesson. The tutors and through their dealings with the students will recall which areas delivered in a good manner and the ones that require revisiting. It is valuable to point out that the advisors role is to explore with the teachers so that they have the chance to reflect on their own teaching with the expectation that this approach will turn into a fundamental part of the teaching and learning process. Therefore, it changes into a reflection in action process that is conducted during the teaching learning process. Schon (1983) explained this reflective process by saying: Both ordinary people and professional practitioners often think about what they are doing, sometimes even while doing it. Stimulated by surprise, they turn thought back on action and on the knowing which is implicit in actionà ¢Ã¢â ¬Ã ¦usually reflection on knowing-in-action goes together with reflection on the stuff at hand. (Schon, 1 989) Therefore, classroom observation is getting more importance than before. The purpose of many of them is intended towards professional development. It is through experiential learning that the tutors will be self-evaluative and hence will be capable of reflecting on their teaching strategy. Heron (cited in Randall and Thornton 2001) said that working from experience the client (the teacher) is prompted to uncover incidents which are important, reflect on these incidents and to discover new meanings for these incidents, and then prepare to put the learning from experience and reflection back into new experience. Finally, it is of merit to mention that teachers teach many lessons of which only few of them are observed. Accordingly, If the observed lessons are considered valuable and worthy to be observed then they must be regarded as worthy to be analyzed appropriately, for little purpose was served if, after a lesson, observers simply exude good will, mumble vaguely or appear to be uncertain why they are there, or what they should talk about (Wragg, 1999). Methodology To inquire about teachers dissatisfaction with the overall observation process, a two phase qualititative study was conducted. In the first phase, the observation instrument revisited to see whether the observers perceive its item similarly or not. In the second phase, a questionnaire was distributed to all ION teachers in an attempt to evaluate the method of observation conducted there. Ethical Considerations The ethical considerations were carefully considered before conducting the study. A permission letter was sent to the concerned people to consent them. Anonymity and confidentiality of teachers responses guaranteed (Appendix 3). Part I: Procedures and Participants Two observers visited Diploma I class to assess a teacher teaching Nursing Care of Adults 201.One of the observers is the ASP whose tenure is 11 years and the other is a critical friend who holds a master degree in education and has 10 years of teaching experience. Both are familiar with the observation tool. This approach was used to explore inconsistencies in the perception of the observation items within the specified from. They were informed about the process; they should sit at different corners in the back of the class (Fig 5), do not speak to each other, and fill in the appraisal form the way they perceive it with an evidence for each partially or not accomplished item. Data Analysis At the end of the classroom observation the researcher collected the two filled forms and sit with the two observers to discuss the findings. The data analyzed by utilizing simple statistics, and tables. Results The two forms were collected, and it was found that two items were uneven where each tutor has his own perception. Class Subject Observer 1 Observer 2 Session Time Teaching Method Diploma 1 Nursing Care of Adults/Hyperthyroidism Academic support person, 11 years teaching Experience Critical Friend, more than 10 years teaching 50 minutes Case-based The mismatched items were two out of 29 items; the two items were located under the Effective Teaching practices. See table below: Finding of first observer marked as (1) and (2) for the second Effective Teaching practices Accomplished Partially Accomplished Not Accomplished 26. Asks students to evaluate their own or others responses. 2 1 29. Demonstrate the ability of dealing with problem students 1 2 Observers Justification First observer 26. Asking student to evaluate and reflect on the answers given, getting feedback from classmates should be done frequently in the case based session as this would involve the students in the class and enhance their understanding. This should be observed as a dominant feature in the session and not only once or two. 29. The students were enthusiastic, motivated and participating actively, it was loud voice but not noise, but you have to ask students to lower their voices to hear their classmates .Raising their hands without calling Sirà ¢Ã¢â ¬Ã ¦. Is fair enough. Second observer 26. Students were fairly able evaluate their answers and that was done with two students only. As for the responses of their colleagues; the students were called more than once to reflect on their answers when the teacher asked them: 1) Do you agree with S? Why? 2) Why did M relate the presence of excessive eating to weight loss? Comment on her answer. Although, the teacher tried with them, the students were not able to evaluate their responses. 29. Loud voice from the side of the students will disturb the learning environment preventing the others from hearing the answers, the teacher tried to control students noise particularly when they gave answer together, but he could not. Abiding by the classroom norms is the responsibility of the teacher. Setting clear guidelines should be made to limit this behavior. At the back of the session appraisal form there is a room left for the appraisers comment to reflect and set the areas that need improvement on points that are not covered clearly in the observation form but should be part of the lesson or he may emphasize certain points seen in the class. The first observer A) Group work: The teacher should give more time (more than 10 minutes) for the group work to allow the students to prepare and discuss the task properly among them as the task given require deep analysis. Moreover, the teacher should ensure that all the students are participating in the discussion within the group. Checking group work output is not necessary to be done with each group, as far one or two groups were investigated, then the other groups could be done if required by the judgment of the tutor. The Second observer A) Group work: Ten minutes for each task is fair enough as the students should come prepared from their home. The time is given only for discussion and preparing the transparency. Giving more time will waste the teacher time and hinder his ability to cover the course objectives. Group work output was not explored: teacher has to reveal all group findings and seek evaluation or comments from other groups. The first observer B) Teaching strategy The teacher should implement various teaching strategies in the classroom such as role play, watching and commenting on videos to promote students understanding, involvement and make the session interesting. The Second observer B) Teaching strategy The session was quite interesting. According to the task discussed in the session, role play or video would not be effective as the demonstrations used by the teacher plus the clinical examples and the real life examples given by some students were satisfactory to cultivate the different concepts in the sessions. Discussion One method for analyzing the observation findings of the two observers is through triangulation. Triangulation in the classroom research involves checking the perceptions of more than one person to see if ones own interpretations have any support Wragg (1999:111).The total number of the items in the observation checklist is 29, and the debatable points were 2. Then, the agreement was around 93% and disagreement in 7%, which means that the instrument used is reliable. When the observers agree on > 80% of their observation, this means the information and the data are reliable Wragg (1999). It is believed that different style dimensions of learning of the observer may have a possible influence on providing feedback to the teacher. (Randall and Thornton 2001:134). The first observer, the academic support person, conducted more than four observations to the observed teacher, and knows him better than the second colleague. Hence, he built his feedback on his previous knowledge of the learning style of the observed teacher and provided the feedback in a consultative rather than confronting approach, The students were enthusiastic and participating actively, it was loud voice, but not noise, but you have to remind students to lower their voice to hear their colleagues . Part II Procedure: The participants filled a qualititative questionnaire of seven questions (Appendix I). The questionnaire was piloted before being administered. A total of eleven questionnaires were administered through face to face contact with the investigator. Ten of them were collected and analyzed. Participants The participants in this study were ten teachers of Nursing in one of IONs. They have been teaching in the ION for more than 7 years. Those teachers have been observed by three different observers using the same tool. The teachers are male and females and range in age from 36 to late 54. They majority of them are native Arabic speakers from different countries and two teachers are westerns. They are of multi-cultural background. Data Analysis The responses to the questionnaire were gathered and then analyzed. The responses were calculated using simple statistics and presented in charts. Results of the Questionnaire Items No. of Teachers Percentage I have been observed two times by the ASP 8 80% I have been observed three times, two by the ASP and once by the CAC 2 20% I felt anxious and blocked when the observer visited my class 10 100% I am dissatisfied with way I observed. I did not meet with the observer before the session 10 100% The observer was sitting in the back, ticking on the observation form. 7 70% The observer did not tell the students who he is, creating unstable setting in the class. 7 70% The late feedback does not reflect the immediate feedback. 8 80 % The observation is not intended at teacher development. 9 90% The feedback is threatening if it is unsatisfactory. 9 90% Classroom observation does not fulfill my educational need 7 70 Classroom observation has no impact whether negative or positive. 2 20% Classroom observation partially fulfill my educational need 1 10% Discussion Obviously, there are no defects in the observation instrument. So, where is the problem? The result of the questionnaire provided to ten teachers revealed that the problem is in the observation process itself. The majority of the tutors (80%) have been observed two times per semester by the ASP whereas the remaining 20 % were observed three times by the ASP and the CAC (table 1). All the teachers (100%) expressed various levels of frustration and anxiety when they are observed. They assured that the observers themselves were a source of apprehension. Teachers added that none of the observers take an action to alleviate their anxiety. All the tutors (100%) expressed their feelings of dissatisfaction with the observation methods as no pre observation conference is conducted neither before the announced or the unannounced visits. This puts more stress on the side of the observees. Furthermore, 70% of the teachers mentioned that the way the observer enters and sits at the back of the cla ss ticking items on a checklist. This disrupts the stability of the classroom environment as the students perceive that he is observing them making them reluctant to answer and participate in the class effectively which in turn impact the execution of lesson. This is because the observer did not identify himself to the students as well as the purpose of being there. Moreover, he sits in the corner of the class and started to document his notes all the time. Accordingly, the students think that he is writing about them. Another significant point raised by 80 % of the teacher is the feedbacks given by the observers. They confirm that the immediate feedback provided is inconsistent with the late feedback received by the teachers. The striking issue was the perception of the 90% of the teachers for the session appraisal as a threat rather than developmental (Fig 3).Teachers feels intimidated and frightened by the entire supervisional process. This is because the models of observation we inherited are authoritarian and directive. All these factors combined their effects to increase teachers anxiety and dissatisfaction. When teachers asked to rate their level of satisfaction with the process of observation, 70% considered it unsatisfactory as it does not fulfill the educational needs of the teacher and did not enhance their teaching methods, 20% were neutral and 10% was fairly satisfied( Fig 4). This necessitates reconsideration of the overall observation process. Number of teachers Frequency of observations Percentage 8 2 80% 2 3 20% Table Frequency of observation Figure 3 Perception of classroom observation Figure 4 Satisfaction level Recommendations: Based on the findings of this Investigation, the investigator recommends certain points to enhance the process of the classroom observation. Having a pre-observation conference will guide the observers during the observation phase and will ease the teachers level of anxiety that result from the process in the part of the teachers. This will also assist the discussion that takes place in the post-observation conference. The professional teacher is one who is able to reflect critically on their own practice (Schon 1983, Wallace 1991). Accordingly the overall process will promote refl
Friday, October 25, 2019
Essay --
Have you ever thought about what career you would land in? The career of a veterinarian has pulled me in. A definition of a veterinarianââ¬â¢s job is some one who ââ¬Å"diagnoses and controls animal diseases, treats sick and injured animals medically and surgically, prevents transmission of animal disease, and advises owners on proper care of pets and livestockâ⬠. Veterinarians have to have an unconditional love for animals,wildlife, and science and have a drive to improve the health and well-fare of society as a whole. I posses the quality of a love for animals having experience with many pets at home. In addition vets have to be well rounded as a person. They have to be smart, and have people skills which I do. My stronger subjects are science and math where being a vet, going into medicine has a lot to do with science particularly biology which I did very well in and have a great interest for. This career is special to me because I would be able to improve society, by he lping other peopleââ¬â¢s animals, as well as possibly finding new cures too, which is why I can definitely see myself being a...
Thursday, October 24, 2019
Expectancy Violation Theory
Sanchez, JR PC ââ¬â Abcomm 013 Expectancy Violation Theory by Judee Burgoon How do you suppose arousal manifests itself in conversations between teachers and students? (TITLE) A present fragment of the Expectancy Violation Theory is the Existence of arousals or distractions to the recipients of a communication episode. And given this activity, I am explaining, to my extent gulp*, how an arousal manifests itself in a teacher-student conversation. Arousals are these manifestations when violations are present in an on-going exchange of thoughts between two or more people; it has also been stated that Expectancy Violation Theory focuses mainly on non-verbal communication. Arousals are described in two forms namely the Physical and Cognitive. Depict a classroom, where a student was asked to come for a consultation meeting concerning his grade. Unexpectedly, while the consultation is taking place, a student decided to touch the teacher in the shoulder while looking at his/her progress in the records, but in opposition to what the teacher has in mind, itââ¬â¢s one format of ââ¬Å"invasion of personal space, or bubbleâ⬠on the teacherââ¬â¢s perspective. An arousal would make known of itself in this conversation because of the unexpected turn of events, specifically the studentââ¬â¢s moving-in-touching-the-teacherââ¬â¢s-shoulder-step, because the teacher is thinking inversely as the pupil, a physical arousal will immerge from the event and there will violation occur, following the next procedures, and then will EVT pronounce. Another situation, concerning again the teacher and a student, where in the arousal-generator is the pupil, assume thereââ¬â¢s a classroom once more, but this time, an everyday mobilization is going. The teacher discussing, students always doing their best to listen to what the teacher is speaking, etc. The teacher then wanted and decided to call a pupil to answer a certain question about their lesson, while requesting for the answer, the teacher then decided to be hard on the student, to extract more words that made the pupil reflect that his/her space is being invaded. Once more, an arousal will announce itself; a cognitive type of arousal would be present because itââ¬â¢s only in the mind, in mental awareness. The arousal did manifest on that given situation because there was, of course, the invasion of bubble. Thatââ¬â¢s basically the theoretical cause of many arousals, begins from bubble invasion, followed by the arousal. I am not familiar of any Arousal Mechanisms, but with its name, AMs or Arousal Mechanisms maybe those hidden actions or attitudes present in one person that the other person didnââ¬â¢t expect happening. The first situation has a physical arousal, wherein there are bodily changes resulting from violations, the touching of the student did bolster the physical arousal to commence. The AM here is the touching of the student where invasion of personal space is in a physical format. The second situation has a cognitive form of arousal because, like I said from the text, it is cognitive because itââ¬â¢s only mental, only in the mind. The AM here is the teacherââ¬â¢s harsh words thrown at the pupil to answer the question the teacher is asking about their present lesson. As expected, arousal would occur at a given communication episode if there is an invasion of personal space, more expectantly from different mannerisms or used-to-do things of the participants.
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